Date: 2009-05-18 15:11 Subject: mmm gorts Security: Public Mood: exhausted

sooo i turned 18 on the 14th! :)
and despite all of my stressing, i managed to pull off (if i do say so myself) a fucking LEGIT limo bus party :) theme: golf pros and tennis hoes, size: about 35 people aww yeeeaaa i love dancing i love limos i cannot wait for prom now!!!

so far every weekend this week has been so much fun
first weekend of may we went camping, then inferno
second weekend was kimis white shirt/tagging party
third weekend (this weekend) my limo bus party then party pumping for mikes dj thing
next weekend we have monday off, so im sure so much stuff will go down o baby! :)
and then the weekend after that is SDA PROM, CIF FINALS (hopefully) AND LCC PROM!!!!

ahh my life is soo hectic
which probably explains why im sick :( and have "pus pockets" in my throat.. eewwwww..

Date: 2009-01-12 16:35 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

i am not a whore
i am not a whore
i am not a whore
i am not a whore
i am not a whore
i am not a whore
BUT I LIKE TO DO IT

Date: 2008-12-17 20:43 Subject: ARRGGJKDAGSKJGD;KGDJAL Security: Public Mood: aggravated Music: poker face by lady gaga

FORMAL SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: 2008-12-11 15:51 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Music: just dance by lady gaga

i havent written in this in suchhh a long time, which is bad because i always like looking over my old entries and i know i should just set aside a couple minutes to type out just a little update but i never do....

and thats kind of the theme of this entry because i have NO idea where all my time has gone, i am barely sliding by in many of my classes but not so much grade-wise, because at lcc its pretty easy to get by with just my.. i dunno, like, natural intelligence (that sounds so pretentious haha whateverr) but really sometimes like in oh say AP CALCULUS its just not cutting it.  basically what im saying though like speech and debate for example i have to write and memorize two speeches in the next month fuck that shittt because i have only done one this semester

i have been having a lottt of fun, though, outside of school which is good because i am blowing off so much work for friends and fun that if im not having a good time in that aspect of my life then i dont even know what i would do with myself

really, though, like this weekend i ammm going to the 3OH!3 concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i am SO excited aayayayayayayy even though my friends and i are blowing off the cif finals game at da Q (qualcom) for it which i am mad for but i bought my ticket a long time ago so o well! but yeah even on friday like before that i am going shopping with kimi.. concert.. out all night.. thenn on saturday i should be doing college apps during the day but i know i will probably just watch desperate housewives.. then more shopping with amy.. then carlsbad party haha (lindsey and i met these carlsbad guys at a bonfire and they so love us and invited us to a party! woo! hahaahaha).. then obvi sleepover somewhere.. then on sunday im going to the ballet to see friends in it.. then usually i have a tutor that i am always falling asleep for because i usually have lacrosse right before him for 2 hours and saturday nights are always hectic so he basically hates me haha because i dont understand and kind of nod off sometimes.. thennnn work...... can suck my dick

im really distracted as i am typing this even becausei have to go to kendras to do apes then im going to amys for the office even though i should be coming home because i have child development to do well whatever see i am such a slacker

anyway back to my original point real quick likee i am OH whats the word crap we learned it in english today it starts with a G and the definiton is 'one whose sole purpose or motivation or something is pleasure' i think thats basically what i am right now....props if you know what that is

Date: 2008-10-23 15:41 Subject: "mr lewis is a very special person" Security: Public Mood: amused Music: richman by 3oh!3

in case any of you were wondering what us crazy kids at lcc were up to..
this is a video from our mavtv (the morning announcements) that has been playing every morning for the past week in preparation for homecoming this saturday.
i'm pretty sure this is happening because the asb director went to the back to school dance and caught some girl in his class macking on a guy for like five minutes right in front of him, but whatever the reason its funny as FUCK
and also not going to change anything :) :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3W96_qXbIg

Date: 2008-08-26 19:06 Subject: omgomgomg Security: Public Mood: happy but SORE Music: don't trust me by 3OH!3

i got a new bed!!!
ahhhhh is that a weird thing to get excited about?!
well i DONT CARE its SOOOO BIG ive had a twin bed all my life and now its a double
and the mattresses my mom got are like super high so its HUUGEE and really high and i love it!
and i got a new comforter and its light blue and soo cute my room looks different in a really good way
im having the best nights sleep in my huge new fluffy goregous bed

oh and also
IM A SENIORRRRRR
so exciting! i dont know why but im amped off life for this school year!
maybe its cause i spent the last real night of summer partying it up in a huge party bus with all my friends and dancing the night away
omg i love dancing i cant wait until the dances!
or maybe its just because i love making friends and having friends and being friends and loving life and i have like 4 aps but i dont think theyll be hard aahhhhh ILOVEIT

also i decided to do cross country
im already feeling soooo much better about myself
seriously its the best thing EVER!
endorphins FUCK YES
and losing wait so effing awesome i love running run run run
i like partying too party party party

okay but quick complain story right here
sooo on saturday i mished up to velocity with a bunch of lax girls
and we did a 2 HOUR clinic like purely running and stuff holyyy shit
and then that night was the limo bus thing i mentioned.. it was like 3 hours of pure straight dancing like damn my thighs were working if you know what i mean haaaahahahahaha
I WAS SO SORE AHH
cross country on monday we ran for 45 min around neighborhoods and stuff.. i almost died and guess what IM STILL SORE!
but its a good feeling
but painful
hahahahaha oh well

Date: 2008-08-17 13:13 Subject: random and relay Security: Public Mood: weird

oh mah gawddd what a summer!

theres like a little more than 2 seeks left until school ahhh i can't believe it!
what happened to my perfect tan?! summer fling?! rocking hot bod?!
oh well
i really am quite excited for senior year though! soo much!
and when i get all my college apps done
WOOOO! is all i can say hahaha
i did have a really fun summer actually
ahh and my new soccer team LOVE ITT

okay that was saved from an old draft i got over writing but i like it now and it doesnt really say anything but at the same time it says it all.....

anyways...
so relay for life was last night
i remember gushing about it last year.. staying at oak crest middle school for 24 hours.. walking the track at 3 am with my best friends.. just having a blasty blast..
this year was considerably smaller, especially to me since my bestie was in alaska and couldnt join me in this fun little trip
i signed up as part of the lcc girls lax team and when i got there, i realized that about 7 out of 18 of us had shown up.. oh yeah and i didnt have a tent to sleep in
so naturally i found all my friends in the thespian comedy sportz team and hung out with them, which was lovely
caroline came during the day and we wiled away the hours walking around the track talking about anything and everything until we got a call from our other friends at the beach: KEALANIS TIME!
so we ran to my car and drove down to that lovely restaurant
and as we're waiting at a stop light, this stupid idiot fucking lady just CRASHES into me
she didnt even try to brake
its not as bad as it seems, my car is still quite driveable though im going to have to get a new bumper because she put a hole in it
but this happens the day after i get my car back from the dent guy because somebody fucking kicked it and made a huge ass dent in the drivers side door when they tped my house. yeah.
anyway so that sucks
but then we exchanged information blah blah and went to kealanis and ate rice and teriyaki sauce!! and got slurpees at 711!!
and went back to oak crest where i spent the rest of daylight hanging with caroline steph and kory and playing soccer with nick
evening comes and goes and before i know it its 1230 and im driving steph and kory to taco bell hahaha
and then riley and kory steal the keys to my car and drive it to the church parking lot down the street.. so i have to beat the location out of them and we hop in korys car to go get it so riley can drive it around the community center/ school parking lot some more and get saras spare key and move her car somewhere else in the parking lot
then what do you know irene ryan and i are walking the track and irene goes to sleep so its just ryan and me and its 3 am and holyy fuck am i tired!
so i found a baby tent next to all the thespians that sarah brought that was literally like made for children and i put my sleeping bag and pillow inside and curled up and fell asleep in like 2 seconds.. when i woke up i was in the exact same position as when i fell asleep which is wierd because usually i toss around a lot but i didnt move all night and i was on my shoulder and it hurt
oh and my car key was gone because riley took it to move my car hahah
so i got home at like 9 and crashed on the couch
and i just woke up all rejuvenatedish
but i feel like shit cause i had candy and a bagel already today
ew

sorry that was sooo fucking longgg hahaha whatever im going to look back on this night and laugh..... or cry i really dont know

Date: 2008-07-16 10:49 Subject: ho hum pig's bum Security: Public Mood: exhausted Music: i kissed a girl by katy perry

wowwwww where to begin..

lets start at the end of june when i packed up and headed off to lake tahoe with the fam, as usual
not too much to report.. we did a shitload of hiking and stuff
its beautiful up there, but i always feel so isolated and cut off, which is annoying

on the 4th, we went to sacramento to visit my godparents
and my parents drove me to the airport and i took a red eye flight from there to new york and then to washington dc for NYLC (national youth leadership conference)
it was absolutely AMAZING
i can't even describe it.. the conference was ten days long, which actually gives you a lot of time to really get to know the other kids there, especially since most of us didn't go with any friends or anything so we had to be outgoing
i met people from all over the country, especially the east coast, but really there was a huge diversity
my two roommates (we all stayed in a hotel) were emma from new jersey and erika from south carolina
they were both so amazing, especially emma because we had SO much in common and just went crazy together and had so much fun, but erika was the sweetest girl i have ever met with the cutest southern accent and a heart of absolute gold
there were 250 people at the conference, and i only met about half of them, but the ones that i did meet and become close with were such amazing people.. i cried on the plane ride home because i didn't want to leave them
the whole conference was a really great experience as well, we got to tour all over washington dc and go to all the monuments and capitol hill and georgetown and it was so exciting to be there since i haven't been to dc since i was about 4 and didn't remember anything about it anyways
every day was new and exciting and i will remember this conference for the rest of my life :)
but seriously.. where else can i:
-meet with my "leadership group" of 25 every day and see all of them so much that they're like my brothers and sisters in less than two weeks
-walk and ride in tour busses all over washington dc
-sing and dance to "thriller" for karaoke night in front of 250 people
-have an incredibly fun dance at the end and get rained on in my formal wear but it doesnt matter because dancing made me sweat so much anyway
-have so much fun just hanging out with my roomies and watching that 70s show in our room or setting the alarm clock for 530 so we can have half an hour of "roll around" time
in conclusion.. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING i want to go back to the presidential inaguration youth conference soooo badly, i've talked to a lot of people who say they're doing it and i think it would be so much fun

but with all that said and done, i really really am glad to be back home
i missed everyone a lot.. i really didn't want the conference to end but at the same time i did because i missed everyone back home so much
and its okay because last night was sara's birthday
so we went downtown to a freaking apartment! that alex's parents own
and like 15 of us just stayed there
and got wasted
and had a merry old time
:)

Date: 2008-05-28 22:01 Subject: ay shai shai shai Security: Public Mood: stressed Music: buzzin by shwayze

so a lot of shit has been going down hahaha

apparently im like a super shitty driver
or all automobiles hate me
cause i def got a speeding ticket on el camino real like a week ago
and yeah.. fucking sucks..
i was going 49 right, cause the speed limit is 45?
WRONG its 35 in front of that damn hospital aaaahhhhh wtf hahaha
the guy in front of me got pulled over too.. so going with the speed of traffic didnt even help hah
whatevs though.. this saturday im going to traffic school to save my license from being taken away.. ahhhhh!

anyway other than THAT
things have been good
actually really really good.. especially on the lacrosse front
because we DEFINITELY WON CIF!!!!!!!!!!
and thats not even all
WE WENT UNDEFEATED ALL SEASON!!!
FINAL RECORD: 23-0
i am so amped off life from that you have no idea
its absolutely epic

hahaha so for cif 'celebration' last tuesday we were supposed to get all dressed up right
but nobody knew what for
sooo our whole team and coaches all get in our pretty dresses and heels and go to lcc to wait for something..
and what pulls up but an enormous freaking party bus!
hahahahaha it was so amazing.. we piled on and turned up the music and just danced and freaked out and jumped around for like 40 minutes until we got to our destination (which none of us even knew)
we went down past downtown sd like near national city on the harbor though.. and this really nice restaurant
we had our own room and everything :) it was soooo nice and absolutely delicious
and my entire lacrosse team is so funny and amazing it was so grand
hahaha of course we went crazy on the way back as well
suchh a great night.. i almost wish lacrosse season wasnt over :(

but yeah!! lifes been pretty hectic... trying to keep/get up grades and get into college and not get fat and keep friends and shun haters and you know just all that crazy high school shit

oh and i'm giving blood tomorrow :o
actually, i'm not even nervous or anthing
it's kind of exciting in a way
plus i'm like O so you know.. universal donor.. its pretty sweet.. hahahaha

well now that everyones coming back from college
i really will catch you on the flip side ;D

LATAAAAA

Date: 2008-05-15 20:55 Subject: :D Security: Public Mood: bouncy Music: 8675309!!!!

woowwww so my BIRTHDAY! okay okay it was so sweet man
ap testing wasn't even bad at all
after tests i hung out with friends at lunch
and then peaced out after getting over going to 5th per (a wise choice.. wanzy of course made our class work)
went to kealani's with lindseyy!! lovely discussions over delicious teriyaki tofu.. mmm..
and thenn i just kinda hung out until lacrosse practice
which frankly kinda sucked ahahaha
it was alright.. but you know 2 hrs blows as is and coach tacked an extra 1/2 hour onto the end there
but yeah so after...... you dont even know, i was like bitter cause practice ran late
and i was gonna go out to dinner with my mom glenna and amy
and i wanted to go straight there but my mom was like 'no no no come home take a shower drive with us'
so i was like 'grrrrrrrrr whyy this is so dumb whine whine'
but i went home and changed and stuff.. with glenna and my mom telling me to hurry the whole time
and i get to bucca di beppo
and go upstairs
and waiting for me
15 OF MY NEAREST AND DEAREST FRIENDSIES!!!
I was sooooooo surprised you have no idea! hahaha i feel like such a dumbass, everyone was like 'wow you really had no idea...?' but i definitely was completely shocked hahaha
it was absolutely amazing.. i laughed so hard
i wouldnt have wanted to spend my birthday any other way :) ive always wanted a surprise party too!
and now we have sooo many leftovers ahahahaha we all ordered mass food and they even brought up extra so now the fridge is packed with random like chicken alfredo and pizza and everything hahaha
what an amazing bday.. i was so happy about just everyone that remembered
like robert calling today to tell me happy birthday.. even though we havent talked in a while hahaha it just makes me happy that people remember and actually do something to talk to me.. even if its only because of my birthday it reminds me of everyone that i know and love spending time with even if i dont see them much anymore.. haha 
plusss now i can go see RATED R MOVIES!! YEAH!! cause i totally havent before ahaha

Date: 2008-05-13 20:13 Subject: hey hey heyyy Security: Public Mood: tired Music: lollipop by lil wayne... hahahah

soo guess what tomorrow is

yes, yes it is MY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!

alsoooo ap english test WOOOOOO... not

but it doesnt even matter whatevs whatevs!

:) :) :) :) :) 

Date: 2008-04-08 23:19 Subject: i am v. excited right now Security: Public Mood: cheerful Music: swing by savage

okay so this english girls lacrosse team is visiting california and stuff
and we're going to play them tomorrow
and we met them tonight at a beach bonfire thing
and so different families on the team are kind of hosting them
likee amy has one girl staying with her and i have two etc etc
anddd its so much fun!
these girls are so funny hahahaha and obvi they have theee sickest accents!
we got a big group of lacrosse girls (us and them) and some guys and hung out at amys house this evening with a trip to yogurt shack and yeah
but it was sooo much fun
theyre teaching us slang haha
umm soo pulling is making out haha
and if someone makes a dumb/weird joke and nobody laughs you say you just got rinsed 
and all this other stuff i cant remember right now!
and were all going to pipes tomorrow for breakfast before the game
im amped! this is so much fun!

Date: 2008-04-01 19:52 Subject: mavsies Security: Public Mood: energetic

scored my first in- game goal as a varsity lacrosse player today!!! yeeeeeeee

ps; spring break is in 3 days ohh thank you lordie

Date: 2008-03-23 21:09 Subject: its electric! .......boogie woogie woogie Security: Public Mood: tired Music: our song by taylor swift

ahhh morpy was last night!!
i love gym dances so freaking muchhh.. they're amazing
all the fun of getting your outfit and looking cute without the hassle of limos or hairdos or dates
i kind of go crazy at dances too, its quite refreshing.. not that im ever completely sane anyway ;)
but now im sad that its over, because the only dance left this year is prom
and worrying about getting asked sucks
but whatevs

hmmm 
soo lacrosse is good.. undefeated so far! and we just played our big rival poway and won! but tomorrow we're having a game against this team.. amador or something, and they had an effing scout at our poway game who was filming so they'd have info on our best players. but we're still gonna pound them hahaha

i dont really like weeks where i have nothing to look forward to :(
OMG EXCEPT
its in way more than a week haha but it is my ever present light at the end of the tunnel
springgg breakkk yeeeeeee 
(this team from england is coming to play lax and stay with me and other people from my team for a night its gonna be so cool!)
and and and
KANYEEEEE WEST CONCERT on april 20!!
its going to be so much fun i'm going with some of my favorite people ever and its just gonna be so SICK! EFF YA!

okay homework time
im trying this new thing.. where i do my homework and get good grades in the beginning of the semester
and then not totally stressing out during finals week
i dunno.. this is an entirely new experience for me.. but it just might work!

ps: HAPPY EASTER!! :)

Date: 2008-02-27 21:51 Subject: dg;kl;gkdjlas;kgjdaskdkdie;kaglndhb Security: Public Mood: nervous Music: the bad touch by bloodhound gang

 wow so i havent written anything in a while but i'm sorry i have been superrr busy!
okay thats kind of a lie since it takes like 10 minutes to write stuff in here but whatever ahaha

um so kay i dont even know

formall happened hahahaha like at the beginning of the month.. thing is i had all these pictures and a post and it wouldnt fucking work! i dont even know ahah but yeah that was amazing i went in like a huge limo bus with 40 peeps yes i just said peeps but just for jokies okay but still fun times even though the next day i had to wake up at 630 (after going to bed at 430) for a lacrosse tournament in the fuckinggg rain ahahaha that day.. horrible horrible.. but its okay becauseeeeee

I MADE VARSITY LACROSSE! seriously im so excited not even gonna lie i worked so fucking hard to get on this team.. its pretty sick actually its INCREDIBLY sick im aammmpeeeeddd hahaha seriously everything about lacrosse is amazing the sport is so much fun, lax girls are hilarouss (and lax boys are hottAAYYYSS but lets not even get into that ahahahahaha) and um so we have themed team dinners before every game.. this first one is highschool cliques.. guess what i'm gonna be a bro hoe!!! hahahah funniest thing ever.. really.. im excited

other than that um life is pretty nice.. im just kinda floating along trying to get good scores on all the shitty tests i have to take this year and get good grades and get into a good college oh ya and have a social life too i guess

actually that social life thing isnt hard but fuck grades are...... i need to get my priorities in order ahahahaha but seriously im doing so good and all my homework!! like frosh and soph year i could slack of soo much and get all as or like one b but this year.. i dunno its a lot harder hahaha.. but most classes arent bad its just a couple i guess

wowwzzaaa that was long and i have more homework to do and studying so i should probably get on that right now k hahaha

Date: 2008-02-01 23:36 Subject: major ampage.. Security: Public Mood: AMPED

for FORMAL!!!!

i'm so excited ahhhhh its gonna be SO epic dudesies

except i have a lacrosse game at 8 the next morning.. hahahaha..

but you know its all good because we're not going to have enough people to field a team anyway since everyone else is 'boycotting' 

brownie points for me from the coach for showing up, yeee boiii

anyway

my dress

is so freaking cute

HOLY SHIT I'M SO EXCITED

Date: 2008-01-24 17:31 Subject: oh balls Security: Public Mood: fuckedinthemotherfuckingbutt Music: operate by peaches

so um i think im going to get a c+ in math
which completely throws my whole gpa off
and shit shittt probably in physics im gonna get a b
which means
i need a's all across the rest of the board
or i'm 
fucked
in
the
butt
fuckkk fuck me shit balls
i have two finals tomorrow that basically decide whether i get into a good college or not and i'm on lj and it's 530 and i'm fucked fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

Date: 2008-01-06 18:28 Subject: SO BUSY Security: Public Mood: way stressed out man Music: get buck in here by i dunno some black guy

i cant believe break is over!! eff my life!!
the past two weeks have been ridiculously busy
of the first few nights of break i dont think i spent more than 1 or 2 at home
then its christmas with the fam
then rush rush rush off to truckee for a few days of skiing and snowboarding
then i'm back, immediately spending the night at amy's house of course
and a couple more nights out
lacrosse lacrosse lacrosse
and finally the last shebang
lasertag at ultrazone with the gang
i almost forgot how fun it is
(top 3 overall and #1 on my team what whattttt lol i know i have mad skills)
and now
i have to do
HOMEWORK

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Date: 2008-01-02 15:47 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Mood: crazy Music: desperate guys by the faint

 i'm going to learn how to knit


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: how was everyone's christmas/new year? lets chit chat, call me up soemtime!

Date: 2007-12-14 08:52 Subject: I'M IN A WEIRD MOOD OKAY?! Security: Public Mood: crazywierdwhatthefuck

 i feel like i should be in a swampy jungle
at night
with like an explorer hat on
and i'm all gross
and there's a little camera that i'm holding up towards me so the audience can see my face
and it's night so the the light thing is on, making me all green
it's just a close up of my face
but there's venomous anacondas or warthogs or something nearby so i have to whisper
and i'm just like
"so.. guys.. i'm not in speech and debate right now.. but i should be.. i think i'm going to stay home for about 40 more minutes until the class is over because i don't want to give my speech.."
and then i hear a CRREEEEKKEKKEEKA;JDF
and i'm like "oh what's that?!" (still whispering) "oh it's just my father whom i am decieving right now and waiting for him to go to work"
but then i hear snaps in the underbrush
"these warthogs are very dangerous, they will impale you on their 4 and a half foot tusks.. so i should probably watch out OH SNAP"
and then you see the underbrush flying by and then the camera is on me again
"they caught me... they caught up... i have to go..." 
KSSSHHHH goes the camera as it gets gray fuzzies